light
I don't believe in jesus
but im praying anyway
i don't no who is listening
but ill say what i have to say.
It left me wondering what
whent wrong then i heard them
singing aged old song
so many people telling lies
misguided truth is no surprise.
Why dont they not light the way
in the dark alone i wait
theres no returning once
you have gone just a dead memory
praised in song.
by S R Fairhurst
A Glorious Lie
She came in the storm
dragged me to the church
through the light of the dawn
then tryed to make me pray.
Innocents disguised
fuck the dead
no reason just shame
forced onto knees
behined this desiese
innocents bleeds
cuts into me
(now i realise this is no dream).
Help me an god
burn me am not
the lie unto you
is that you believe.
They crall on the day
dark sunday they pray
thay sing to the dead
then the lieing is done.
The virgin no pride
(three wise men stole the light)
Fucked her in turn
some future they stole
i was cold and disgusted
by the vision id seen
mary was pure untill the angels screemed.
They took the soul of the truth torcherd the youth
abandoned desire
through a voice of shame.
Innocents disguised
burn the cross
no reason just shame
forced onto knees
behind this desiese
the purest of screems
innocents bleeds
cuts into me
(now i realise there is no pain).
Help me am god
fuck me am not
the lie unto you
is that you believe.
So mary had an abortion
and no devil was there born
and the religous are mistaken
and dead memorys should
leave with the storm
(now you realise i am the truth).
But dont you wonder
and dont you think its strange
the sacrifice of children
and that everyone must pay.
I took a so called virgin
like mary
said id give her one
confessed to desire
watched my world come undone.
She move like a rumour
like a glorious lie
lead me into heaven
into dead paradise.
AMEN...
by S R Fairhurst
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Angel
I could of swore
i could of talked to her
but she said goodbye
because thats
all she had to say.
She turned around
i saw goodbye in her eyes
she turned around i
saw goodbye in her heart
she turned away
and said i shouldent cry
as she sprouted her wings
and said ill see you again
in some place in the sky.
Angel my angel
angel
angel my angel.
by S R Fairhurst
Suicide
Have i made the mistake?
the ultimate choice
burned my posessions
and silenced my voice.
Alight in the dark
its peacefull inside
running from somewhere
theres nowhere to hide.
Its cold on the floor
i cant move
stupid why me
i had nothing to proove.
Mother is crying
how can i leave
but its to late
i got the desiese.
Needles injections are
more than i crave
i lie with emotion
and try to be brave.
the need of decision
was totaly mine
i blinded my vision
and silenced my mind
by S R Fairhurst
Infection
Dream up your killers
shouldent think of such things
hell broke the rules
and played gods hymes?.
Jagged is were you will find my stories of my visions and versions of life
Survival
The power is burning
the force of learning
for the future somewhere
like a child unaware.
Just like a puppet
controled by the hand
across the humiliation
for all to command.
Creates the vision
of a world so unkind
a child to a ghost
with why in mind.
Divided emotions
to young to know
born into violence
with nowhere to go.
Just like a puppet
pushed and pulled
through lifes destruction
left crying alone.
by S R Fairhurst
Flames of love
Please dont be scared
and dont you cry
let me be the one
to sleep by your side.
Let me be the one
to worship you
let me be the one to hold your hand
let me be the one that you command
i want to be the only one
inside your mind.
Uncontroled emotion
when im full of devotion for you
uncontroled desire
cos you lit a fire inside me.
I want to be the one
who'l worship you
i want to be the one to hold your hand
let me be the one that you command
i want to be the only one
thats on your mind.
Uncontroled emotion
when im full of devotion for you
uncontroled desire
when you set my heart on fire
lets not get burnt
its time you learned
that i love you.
by S R Fairhurst
Wet Dreams
She comes in my dreams
the purist of screams
shes my memory queen
my angel form heaven.
Ive seen you comming
when im aroused
and i have you alone in the dark
pleaseures and fantasys
explicitly seen
when i have you
alone in my heart
desires and needs
explicitly seen
behind the closed eyes
of my dream
devotion with emotion
violently seen
behind this coldheart of shame.
by S R Fairhurst
lost
A little lost soul
lost to dreams
lost forever
lost inside the screams
So calm and gentle
never crying
always wondering
never finding
the way home.
by S R Fairhurst